Tuesday, July 5, 2011
En's sleepover at D's home 30 June 2011
Hui cried the moment she knew En was going to leave her. She told En not to go as she will miss her.
As I drove away with Hui, she cried in the car. Inevitably, I felt how terribly I miss En as well. I wonder why my heart ached so much. Is it because I was holding on too strong? En doesn't belong to me. She belongs to herself. I am only her caretaker. I have to learn to let go. And as if with a flip of a switch, I was okay. I have to be, so that En and Hui would be emotionally strong as well. .